Hai assalamualaikum. Now i nk cte kat uolls time i demam harituh. Actually i tktahu knape i demam. Yg pasti itu demam yg paling teeruk yg i pnahh kne. I nie jarang sekali kne demam. Seghies i ckp. But careful once i dah demam, mmg demam tuhh akan jadi demam yg paling teruk skali laa kann.

Let me cte full. Mule-2 i rase tak berapa sedap badan time maghrib sabtu harituhh. I feel dizzy. Mule-2 i pkir it just dizzy yg bese-2 jee. Soo, i ambik jalan mudahh i tidur jee. Mmber-2 i pung suggest sebegitu. Nk minx tolong diaorg pung , ape yg diaorg boleyh buat. Diaorg bukan doctor pung. Then, past azan maghrib bout 8  pm camtuh, i tidur until isyak. Bangun jee past isyak tuhh, i rase pening yg teramat sangat. Sangat and sangat. I suruh shikin urutkan kpale i but still tak okeyhh. I tak puas aty. I suruh erma urutkan pulak. Time erma urutkan nielaa i punye angin kuar banyak gilee. Kalau dahh angin kuar banyak smpai sebegitu skali mmg ringan laa kan kpale kitaa. Seghies feel sedap gilee. Thanks erma. Then, past budak-2 balik dari solat. I dgn intan terushh gy belakang dm. Beli makanan like usual before. I beli mohsa, wedges and burger. Banyak kan? But i dapat habiskan wedges jee. Time nk mkn burger dahh feel taa sdap badan. So yg habiskan burger, i bagi kat kawan i jeje and erma.

Dah puas lepak kat bawah, i naik atas. My dorm. Then sampai jee dorm, badan i panas gileee. Gileeee. Sampai zara kata bahang diaa terasa gilee. I sendiri pung dapat rase nafas i panashh. Ape boleyh buat. Duduk asrama sume mmg kne tanggung sendiri laa kan. Seghies mlm tuhh i mmg tak larat gilee. I suruh intan panggilkan erma kat bawah. Erma niee jee yang boleyh paham penyakit i. Dia bergegas tinggal sume keje-2 dia semata-mata untuk i. Then, dia yang urut i. Time nie memang teruk. Angin i kuar banyak gilee sampai erma sendiri macam nk muntah. I sendiri tak sanggup tngok diaa cengiitu. Memang malam tuh erma and my dorrmate yang jaga i. I bersyukur sgt dapat dorm yang really takecare kat i. Ada yang esoknye gi kem pun sempat jaga i yang demam niee. I terase mcm i nie menyusahkan pulak. Memang seghies i ckp badan i memang tak sedap gilee mlm tuhh. Muntah i pung lain. I tak sedap tdoww. Sekejap-2 terjagaaa. Muntah bagai. Until now, i rase mcm susah nk tdow kat dorm. I pung taktahu. Slalunye i yang kuat tdoww. Apepun, i nk ckp, thanks kengkawan 303b.  I really appreciate what you all doo too mee. Korang laaa sahabat aku. Thanks kawan. Aku janji aku tak sakit lagi. Aku tanak menyusahkan korg. Sowie kalau menyusahkan korg and gune duit korg. Kalau nk tuntut, ckp jeee dgn aku. Jangan segan, insyaaalah nnty aku bayar kayy.

Assalamualaikum. Hari ini, I nk share kat u’olls tentang relay yg berkaitan terangkat-angkat nie. Contoh yg tengah jadi kat i skrg nie ialah kesah abg angkat. Tahu abg angkat? Abg angkat nie laki k. Mybe those who yg tgah bace blog I nie lelaki, I rase better you take note. Because i don’t want the same thing happen between u and hers. I nk you all tahu yg hati perempuan nie haluss senipis kulit bawang. I rase you all pung tahu tapi tak pernah nk take it serious. I admit laki yg nngis sbb perempuan nie adalah laki yg superb yg pernah i jumpe because you are the one in the million guys in the world. But wait, tak semua laki perlu nngis, but it look for the situation.kalau semua laki nngis alamatnye mmg takda superhero laa kat Malaysia nie.

Okay, stop bout that. I nk cte pasal abg angkat i nie. For those yg bosan, better you jgn bazirkan air liur korg tuk bace blog yg tak seindah ape yg korg mahukan. Sapela I untuk puaskan hati semua org. Nobody perfects (Y) let I continue. I knal dgn abg angkat i nie since in sbuah persatuan. Mule-2 kawan i yg rekomenkan. I nie jenis yg malu untuk tgur dgn someone but sape yg pernah knal i know who i am. Then, dye yg start texting dgn I. Dye ambik num i from my friends. 1^st laki knal dgn pmpuan perlu nyamar ke? I don’t know laa mybe his style. But if kitaorg rapat in texting pun tak semestinye akan rapat when face to face. Perasaan malu tuh still adoo. Adindaku kaum hawa, jadila wanita yg sukar untuk disentuh dan dikenali kerana anda antara wanita terhebat didunia. Cinta anda hanya yg halal buat anda.

One day tuh dia mintak couple dgn i? Oh my GOD ! i think you pun tahu ape perasaan i time tuhh, knal pun tak lame then terus mintak. Then, i dgn rela hati tolak pelawaan dye. Sorry kay awak. Then, i isytharkan dye as my adopt broo. Mule-2 dye berat hati but who him too push me to accept their relay. Ingatlah, kaum-2 adam sekalian, jangan paksa seseorang untuk mencintai anda. Sebaliknye, berdoalah kepada Allah agar simpankan dye menjadi yang halal buatmu. Couple itu sebenarnye tidak digalakkan dalam Islam. Sape i untuk tentukan dye haram or not. I rase u’olls pun dah bosan kan asyik dgr ayat yg sme jee tntg couple nie. I pung dah bosann. Tapi bagi I, kalau couple untuk ubah dye, Alhamdulillah besar ganjarannye tapi suruhla org yg anda couple itu niatkan perbuatannnye ke jalan Allah bukan kerana in relay w u. Then, satu harituh dye ada problem dgn persatuan i. Dye marah i rapat dgn geng persatuan i. Dye judge bukan-2. Knape dye perlu marah i, i langsung taktahu ape-2 berita terkini pasal persatuan i. I stay in hostel for a 2 weeks. Salahkah ke i smpai dye marah i kawan dgn kawan-2 i?

This ! i want u tuhh take it serious. Please jgn lepaskan amarah anda pada mereka yg tidak bersalah. Be matured. Even anda gaduh dgn persatuan anda, u must to solve it by your owns style. Jgn kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga. Okay, but mereka yg kena marah tuh. try relax and keep calm. Jgn balas api dgn api kerna buruk padahnye. I rase better anda try slowtalk dgn dye. Nasihatkan dye. Try mengalah. Tak salah mengalah sekali sekala. Klau kne dgn cara, terpujuk jugak hatinye. Skeras-keras hati manusia itu,ia akan terpujuk jua degn kelembutan.

For a longer relay adopt with him, then dye pun couple. Since that, he totally changed. CHANGED. Why him must be like this? Sincerely i ckp, I tak shuke akan PERUBAHAN. Dye treat tak mcm dulu since first time in contact. Mybe because he has someone special in his life’s.  Mybe u’olls pkir i  jeleshh but totally not. u nk kata i ego? Terpulang kat u tuk nilai i. Dye text i one word one word. Not like old.

Listen it carefully my beloved blogger, jangan berubah kerana sesuatu benda yg baru. Engatlah org yg banyak buat jasa pada you. Even malas nk layan yg lama, please treat their like before. Jangan text satu satu kerana perempuan tak gmar lelaki yg begitu. Yg paling parahnye kalau kita text panjang-2 then dye hanya balas “K”. Yg paling penting ! jgn crik adik anda bila anda susah sahaja. Dye pun punye hati dan perasaan. Cube anda bayangkan kalau anda ditempat mereka? Mesti anda sakit hati. Jngan bile pkara itu berlaku kata anda, anda nk marah mereka. Cube anda muhasabah diri anda dahulu. Jngn pernh mengungkit kay baby (Y)

Dormmates? Agak-2 korg tahu tuhh apee? Haha. Opkosla korg tahu. Dormmates nie ibarat dorm yg kita duduk. Ibarat mcm kat asrama tuhh. Alhamdulillah, skrg nie i dah 2 year stay hostel. Mcm-2 memories and experience i saw. Melalui experience nie i matured know who is FRIEND and ENEMY! dulu i tak ada experience sgt because dulu junior time. i tak berapa get in with senior dorm i but now senior time. Mmg we senior year yg conquer la kann. Fyi, senior or junior tuhh same. Don’t mean anymore just age yg different and respective people to person that age more than ourselves.

Let me tell the truth bout my dorm. I nie ketua dorm. I know you suprise because i doesn’t know how to handle people. I doesn’t like responsibility to do something but i’ll try soon insyaAllah. Pray for me, soo, i lg double triple shock when majority budak dorm lantik i jd KD, kat dorm, i sleep with my classmates NISHA. Alhamdulillah, majority dorm nie i know and easy to get in. Fyi, majority dorm i jugak many from KA2’s. Dulu, i azam doesn’t want to dorm with INTAN. But you know i really APRECIATE she in my dorm. She the only person yg tahan and know who i am. THANKS intan for the 2 years relay. I still get along with my old dormmates. She is syafiqah azhar. Let easy to call HIJAU. INTAN, HIJAU and ME want to be like my senior bestfriend. The three person whose come to MACA together for they result. I really want, what we dream’s comes true. Pray for we all kay baby.

Next, my dormmates have 14 people. Let i introduce to you one by one. SYAZANA. ZARA- classmates, TERA-classmates. ERMA. HUSNANEA. IZZAH. WALEE, HIJAU, INTAN, NISHA-classmates. SHIQIN-classmates, INTAN NATASHA. ALYA-classmates. See? Banyak kan from my class.

1^st i dapat dorm nie, i hanya knal shiqin, husna, tera, hijau. Time daftar i suruh husna duduk dgn i, sepatutnye i tdur dgn dye lah kalau nisha tarak ada. Then, nisha nk jugak dorm dgn i, last-2, husna and nisha pakat tukar tempat tdow. Then, when i check blek, i jumpe nama hijau, i really HAPPY. I ada jugak friends, then, izzah masuk. Izzah bukan dorm kitaorg but she want with husna., last-2 ramai budak dorm yg sepatutnye dorm 303B pindah. Okay, ada kosong for IZZAH. Then, walee masuk. Seghies walee tak selesa nk dorm situ, dye slalu pindah dorm sebelah where many aras 1. Ada kekadang i attack dye but i really sorry. I know skrg dye pun tak berapa get in agy. I hope you happy kay walee.  I tahu dye azam nk pindah dorm sebelah but dye cancel because banyak badar. Sblum tdow, dye msty story dgn izzah the whole day happen with them. BEDTIME story gitu. Sweet kan? Then, intan nk jugak dorm dgn i. Dye sepatutnye dorm sebelah. Naseb ada katil kosong. Dye tdow dgn HIJAU. Then, zara masuk. Seghiesly dye mula-2 mcm ragu nk pindah dorm tuh. dye sepatutnye aras 4 same like ieka. Truly i ckp, dulu i tak berapa rapat dgn zara nie. Knal pun tak but whose know skrg i knal perangai dye yg truth. Pnah skali dye cium pipi i, dah mcm lesbian pun ada. Haha, but i still like man kay. Husna? I tak berapa knal sgt. Dulu i knal because dye friends with nisha. Same school. With husna nie jugakla i silat. I ajak dia masuk silat and until now. Once day tuh, dye datang kat katil i and say “sorry”. Dye kata dye still love his taekwando. Then, i said laa, i really tak kesah dye nk masuk apee. Whose me to cancel theirs dreams? Kalau masuk sbb terpaksa pun tak boleyh jugak. Next, ERMA. 1^st time dye masuk dye kata dye tak berapa like i dorm dgn dye. Dye kata i nie SANGGUL TINGGI. Funny rite? Haha. Who cares ! but who know i rapat dgn dye, kitaorg balik sama pulak. Hihi. I yg ajar dye nk KTM. Fyi, erma nie ada sensor mcm sy. I think you all should donno. Then, IZZAH. I rapat dgn izzah sbb GANJA mybe,. But i seghiesly happy when she minx pendapat i time dye gaduh dgn ganja. Rase mcm i nie diappreciate. Haha. Papehal i hope you all happy together insyaAllah. Syazana? Dye nie ada masalah cinta ! opphss ! maap :-p she like two guys but donno who want to choose . i hope yg jeje nie can thinks bout yur future. I always behind her if she want to story. Shiqin? Dye nie garang mybe but disebalik kemarahan terletak 1001 kelembutan. Ceewahhh ! haha . dye nie da in relay.  already taken same like nisha. Kekadang i shuke nganjing dye. Tera? She always like to hear my tears. I happy story with him.

I thinks that all for my dorrmmy. But, the thing that i dislike bout my dorrmy is they like to sycho me. Really pro in sycho. I kekadang ada nngis sbb dorm. Kes sycho start when zara ajak i gy toilet haritu,. Berlanjutan pasal kes kunci hilang., imma friend sendiri yg sanggup buat i nnges.  I really disappointed. Seghiesly, i want to say, people who is easy to cry is people yg tak shuke simpan dalam. Percayalah, tak sume benda boleyh sycho. Once org tuh dah doakan yg buruk-2 pasal korg, hanya Allah je MAHA MENGETAHUI.

Whatever it, i is not who i am in my dorm. Papepun, i shuke mengeanai org dalam dorm. Sorry babehh but mmg dah takboleyh hilang. Many times i try but it cant.

 

NASASUMIE? U must remember the word. The word is combination my name and 3 of my very-2 belved bestiees :* no one can replace them. They tought i anything with different character.  Dyeorg nie sume from my old school. Semenkeb. I really get in with them since i’m form3.

Actually name nie we doesn’t planned but it comes whenever we all terpakse reka name untuk game sempena habis pmr. Let mee introduce and explain the meaning of these word. Na nie opkosla my name. ERRA FARHANA. you all msty tertanye-tanye knape NA rite? Actually name tuhh come from the last two word. HANA, i really awackd when someone call me hanna but arituhh i had planned to help shahera stle with his boyfiee. Not my planned but my FRIEND’S suruh. kemain tipu laaa gune name HANA bagai last-2 i yg kne balik. So moral of this, jgnlah menipu org. Allah itu MAHA ADIL. MIE? SHAHERA NATASHA. I kenal dye time form-3. Sebelum nie i tak berapa get in dgn dye tapi ntah mcmne lah boleyh get in sampai adaa org jeleshh kami rapat bersama. HAHA, dulu dye noob MATH. I yg ajar dye. My teacher HASNI suruh budak yg kureng duk depan, so i yg duduk dgn suaidah terpakselah exchanged soo shahera nie laa yg duduk dgn i. Who know, pmr shahera okay weyhh.. i laa org yg paling happy because my friends a’s with my favourte subjek. Dgn shahera nie jugaklaa i jadi KAUNSELING CINTA, haha. SU? SUAIDAH. I knal dye dah lame. Dah masak dgn perangai dye. Kami closely together. Nk dgr cte yg buat i terharu tak pasal suaidah nie, dye pnah NANGES SBB I. Dye lahh org yg jeleshh nengok i rapat dgn shahera. Mybe sbb i dahh jarang rapat dgn dyee. Kalau you all tanye dye, mybe dye nafikan. Sooryy suu but trust mee u laa org yg pling i sygg. Anything her doo to mee. I really thankful to Allah for his giving’s. Banyak the weird experience we all doo together, kira sekepala gaklaa. Setiap kali waktu bm msty kitaorg org pertama buat-2 baik dgn ustazah nk angkat barang sume. Kononye malashh nk masuk kelas. Round satu skola. Org study kitaorg lepak kat kantin.Now, her pindah sbpi kuantan. Sdeh still ada but we all pending our relay for our future, i hope our friendship till jannah’s kay baby. Last, SA stand for SADEWINLAH. I pun taktahu mcmane i boleyh rapat dgn dye but yg i tahu i pnah stlekan masalah dye dgn boyfiee dyee. But now, she same like su. Exchanged school.

As conclude, i hope we still keep in touch kay after espiyemm. I pray that one day we can meet together like old. I miss the moment when we all study, laugh and doo weird thing together. Thanks for giving me a such a brilliant memory that no one cant take it from me. insyaAllah, we all happy succesing with our planning insyaAllah.